While you were sleeping We carried on
Bold & strong pretending all the world is our playground riding an emotional rollercoaster like a fire breathing dragon disentegrating every two bit nit wit that appeared to present a proposition oh to similar to the one we remembered. No thanks I’ll pass I’ve children and responsibilities and standards and a long list of things to do that will never again include you .
No rest for the weary, yea Im sure thats the saying and despite all the excuses you have at your convenient disposal on my end there’s no delaying. The opportunity to overlook my priorities well leave my offspring on the short end so as usual Im flexible dont break but always bend like a contortionist at a circus. Whichever way to “make it happen” and if it’s not possible then the guilt of falling short will force me to insomnia filled nights where I can engage in cage fights with me, myself, & I til I figure it out .. Yes and all while you were sleeping.
While you were sleeping, eating, chilling, doing you or whatever it is that you do I was doing them. Straight over time no 4 hour time card to denote my part time existence. Forging up the mountain or through barriers if faced with any resistance. Its unsettling the selfishness that lies in the hearts of man. I know its because “You cant” or even better “You’ll Try” Peppered with an occasional “Can I do you a favor” Im amused and insulted but I reserve my behavior. Your logic is baffling, your justifications reprehensible. Your excuses are not “Reasons” I can understand as a mother. But why beef because my words go in one ear and out the other
because you are SLEEPING…
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